Hurt Worse. Better than Feeling Love.

"Cuz I'm me can I ask you something? I'll only ask if you answer this first...otherwise, well, I'll assume ad live with trying to end things unwell again."

I just wanted to ask one thing.

Is that too much?

To ask of you?

Obviously.

What I wanted to ask?

What happened?

To make you

This way?

Why are you this player?

That I never knew?

What the hell

happened

To that kid I remember before?

The one I slowly grew to?

The one I miss

So much.

The world will never know.

-S

4:19:10

+I'm assuming that the reason is a game. I asked you before and you denied it was a game. I think you lied. I know you did. I'm assuming that you don't give a damn and I have no idea why I am still hung up on you. I'm just looking for someone else. Someone not you.

The only thing that sucks is the one I was looking at was also a douche. In a different way. But I'm sick of the and I'm sick of thinking about you. I'm sick of dreaming about you even if it was a dream about slapping you. Let me. Leave me. Stop the fuck it.

It's not you, I'm overreacting but I don't care.